Veit ekki. Langar að pósta þessu hér.
Hef ekki hugmynd hvort þetta meiki sense eða sé rétt mál- eða setningarfræði eða eitthvað.
Langar bara að koma þessu.. einhvert, tékka hvort einhver skilji hvert ég er að fara með þessu rugli mínu.

Og þetta er á ensku af því að.. eh, veit ekki.

Have you ever in your life felt like you're completely alone?
Even in a office full of people, walking past you? On a camping trip with your family? or even at a party?
If your answer is yes, how did it make you feel?
Did you feel like you went deaf for a moment? Maybe blind?
It didn't feel uncomfortable, did it? Your subconscious told you that everythign was alright, that you weren't really deaf or blind. You knew it, you just felt like it.
The sound of the people typing on their keyboard. Your dad asking you to help out with the tent or one of your friends telling you how drunk they are. Gone. There is no sound.
Calm.
Oh the bliss. Faded memories, lost thoughts finally found, re-remembered, Déjà Vu. Your mind is taking you places, places you have been before. Those times are gone now, long gone.
For a moment, you get lost in your mind. You forget about everything around you.
Numb.
That numbing feeling washes over you, you're out of your body, all your burdens wash away and you feel ligther than the air.
All of a sudden you remember who you are, what you are and where you are. Now.
You try to open your eyes, but you can't. Burning. The light is too bright.
You're rushed from your mind, your lost world and thrown into the light. The reality. The now.
People stop to look at you. “Are you okay?” they ask. You answer by glancing at them. They leave you to it.
Few seconds later that person won't even remember why they even asked you.
We have it implanted to care about others. Worry. It's called human nature.
The feeling of being alone is far from meaning the same as being lonely. Though, you can be both, even when you're not even alone.