Þessi korkur á ekki heima í gullkornum, þar sem þetta er vandamál hjá mér nú til dags, þar sem ein stelpa blandaði sér illilega inní sambandið milli míns og kærustu minnar. Ég vil taka það fram, að ég samdi þetta ljóð. Skítköst afþökkuð. <i>Ég ætla heldur ekki að útskýra hvað ég er að meina með þessu ljóði, sumir fatta það, sumir ekki</i>.

<i><b>This endless life of darkness</b></i>

This endless life of darkness,
still reaks in my heart,
this very strange poem,
is about a girl I got,
a girl.. I forgot.

Now I am stuck in her shadow
I have no way out.
I've thought about dying
But it won't fall out.

Why am I like this?
Ignorant, foolish and childish.
I've been stuck for so long.
My spirit has been crushed.

My body is growing cold,
my life is being pulled,
by a small little girl,
she fucking killed me,
then left with no shame to bear.

I've been hated for so long,
oh, so long.
Why does this pain still stay,
I wonder, if I would die,
would I be missed?
Would I still be hated in this mist.

I am still stuck, I can't find my way out,
I think there is one way, but these tears block it out.
I walk around, not knowing when I will fall,
and not even were.

Even you hate me,
you hate my guts,
you stabbed me in the back, and fucking laughed.
I should hate you, but still I don't.
I am everless still in love, but still stuck up.
You read this now, your heart has stopped,
Now I am smiling, I've seen what I forgot.
<br><br>

Kveðja, derin.

<i><b>-</b> <b>„</b>Stundum kemur fyrir að ég segi hluti sem öðrum finnst rangt, þetta eru mín álit og vinsamlegast ekki nota álit mín gegn mér. Ég hef rétt á mínum skoðunum og ef mínar skoðannir særa þig, þá biðst ég afsökunar, ég reyni ekki, vil ekki og mun aldrei vilja særa neinn.<b>“</b></i>

<i><b>-</b> <b>„</b>To live, is to suffer. But to survive, well that's to find meaning and to suffer.<b>“</b> </i>

<i><b>-</b> <b>„</b>When death smiles at you, all you can do is smile back.<b>“</b></i>


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