Awakening

I come back to my providence
with the fear I might find her
My fears are rightfull
she\\\'s there

I become weak, very weak
but happy, I frown.
My eyes glue to her,
to that wonderful thing.

Suddenly I find what I haven\\\'t had
ever!
It\\\'s something deep inside me
the courage to face her.

Then I approach her.
She smiles back at me…
…I walk slowly…
…I feal my feet want to give away…

Then I face her
and when I\\\'m just about to say it
how I feel
I hear this sound

The sound is loud, it\\\'s weird,
and I\\\'m the only one hearing it.
Then I realise wht it is
and everything fades away.

I find it\\\'s the alarm to my existance;
my pathetic existance…
I get up, ready to face the new day;
with her on my mind…



Her

I stroll down the beach
on a beautiful morning.
The sun is warm, the breeze is cool,
the world is at rest.

The very asphalt I walk on
mingles with my body.
The sea is beautiful
full of life.

I think on some level that this
is how it\\\'s meant to be,
how the simplicity is perfect.
Then I think of her…

That glamorous look…
…those deep eyes…
…those sensatious lips…
…that perfect smile…

And I find my mind drifting from the beach;
thinking of her, that beauty,
that amazing mind;
then I think: \\\“I don\\\'t have a chance.\\\”

I find myself back on the edges of the beach
I\\\'ve been walking for quite some time now
my feet start to hurt, my head starts spinning,
but I keep going, with a smile on my face, and a warm thought:
her…



Always

I stand here in bliss and joy!
Everything seems quiet and flawless.
I\\\'ve only stood here for a short while,
but it feels perfect.

Then someone sees me, sees me happy;
tells the others, all the others.
I feel insecure, so insecure.
They\\\'re plotting against me.

I\\\'ve only been happy for a short while,
but that\\\'s enogh for them,
it\\\'s a reason to act;
to beat me down

I realise it\\\'s always been like this; always.
I only need to see the light for a short while;
a glimpse of hope and prosperity;
and then they beat me down to the ground in agony and pain…
Always…



Eina spurningin

Augu mín eru blind af ást,
ást; hinni frábæru vímu,
Það heldur mér gangandi í gegnum daginn,
gangandi í gegnum öll vandamálin.

Mig dreymir daglega um þig,
dagurinn lengist sífellt.
Ég get ekki ráðið við mig,
aldrei; augu mín sjá aðeins þig.

Þú ert hin eina og sanna, án efa,
einungis í draumunum nálgast ég þig;
Mér hefur lengi liðið svona.

Ég myndi reyna að gera allt;
allt til að fá að spyrja þessa 1 spurningu,
líður þér eins?



My eternal love to her…

You are like a rose in the desert,
a hidden beauty amongst the wicked.
You are what keeps me going through the day,
a mystical power from the void.
You\\\'re what I pray for in the evening,
a worthy cause to die for.
I\\\'m just a shadow in your victory,
victory of my heart.
Every day I fantacise of you,
with every passing moment loving you more.
Every day is gettin more desperate,
every day…
I wonder if I would be worthy,
worthy of your passion.
I try not to stare at you,
I can only hope to suceed.
I\\\'ve tried searching for others,
a desperate search.
I\\\'ve realized you\\\'re the one for me,
But am I the one for you?
All I can do is hope,
hope you notice me…

Tómas Gabríel


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