Feelings of anger, feelings of hate
force themselves in to my mind
Lost in my sadness, I cry away life
but letting go, I'm not of that kind…

…I wish I was strong, stick up for my death
I'm staring at nothing ahead
Nothingness, empty, my life never shone
I know that I'm better of dead.

I challenge myself to make my sadness end soon
move over, and take my sad life
Blow the candle, lights of each badly lived day
by now, I'll have used up the knife…