Im standing in the dark
looking at the world through a peephole.
Afraid that if i go out
people are gonna see
the war which is raging inside me.
That they will see
im not as strong as they thought.
That im a broken soul
trapped in the freezing cold
that surrounds my whole beeing.
I feel like a mouse
stuck in a mousetrap
Or a caged lion
who will die before being in its right enviroment again.
I wonder if i'll ever
see the light of day again.
Hopefully i´ll find a way
out of the darkness
before i disapear and become
a part of the dark….