Victory over me

I want to rip my thoughts away
feel the flesh bleed
feel the soul cry
Tearing my inner thoughts
my pain
my anger
away from who I am

I want to be as in a dream
where I feel what I want
where I see what I want
where I am who I want

No more, no more of this
I shall bleed no more
I shall cry no more

all my pain is gone