I Cant see the light of reality.
Stuck in the shadow of the now.
Flickering Triangles, Frozen moments.
Daily basic light keeps staring at me.

Killing the time with my thoughts.
what am i killing?
the moment the past or the future?
where can i get the answears?

Waking…sleeping….dying…
all fading…all fucking disappearing.
dont touch me, cause i dont like it!
get over it fuck you!

Trying to stay awake
so i wont fall in thought of dreams
dont want to see
something that i´ve never seen for real.

Keep it clear…keep it safe
dont go near me i stay awake
lights are on,wheels are on
The hatred keeps me still awake.

Blindfold memory of the past
why cant i be like the rest
why do i have to suffer in my own thoughts!!!
i dont wanna end like i am planning.

Voices telling me to be strong
am i weak of becouse how i think?
or am i the only one who thinks?
tell me the answears

i dont wanna ask the same question
until it´s to late to tell me the answears
no point at all..
but still so important.

Please do this for me
write the note for me
stick with me.
die or live with me.

Silently walk forward
getting the things i need
the thoughts are killing me
making my own mind bleed.

Feel the nature grow
waiting for something to see
alone in the middle of nowhere
i love you my darling you see :(

Dont let me be alone…
i cant handle those simple clones
all the same thinking with the same brain
killing them would be mistake?

Humanity or mankind..
telling us the story
of the things that are forgotten
am i just telling one of those stories?

Dirty or clean..
doesnt matter at all
you are the person you are
dont forget to marsh.

why does she have to tell me the same thing
over and over!!!
STOP IT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i heard it first time.

My head is exploding
you are annoying when you are like this
act like you should do
not that i can do it for you.

Sorry if i have pissed you of
the moment just did it
it did me caugh :(
i feel so sorry.

Can i say i feel sorry?
when i know i will do it again
can u trust me
or even bel[lie]ve me?.

[Silent]