Lost Cause

There is no light here.
Not a single drop of
unwanted elements,
even if they are wanted.
I am a searcher of life,
any life.
But I haven't found it, yet.

The thought lingers.
Endlessly
in the mist
of my thoughts.
I am a finder of nothing,
blankness.
But still I search, for now.

There is no light here.
And will never be.
There are no unwanted elements,
even if they are wanted.
I am a lost cause,
lost.
But the search is over, forever.