an ode to my special people.

At first I traveled with a flock of angels
Traveled ´til I found my nest, then I departed it was not so painfull
Because even though I was alone my soul finally had a resting place
I was ready to except my faith, ready to take on this escapade
I slowly forgot about the other angels that I traveled with
Now its just me left the one with cribbled wings and featherless
It´s best that I let it just…slide until I forget about my flaws and jewels
That´s atleast what I predicted when I thought I saw it throw
Now…I´ve just got alot of souls to say sorry to
I dont blame ´em they expected an angel but weren´t ready for the news
With bordered views, I thought I could see what life brought
I could feel it in my guts, but it got different after nine months
Although I had ten fingers and fine lounges, and perfectly shaped eyelits
Perfect heart and my spines strong, but with these wings I just cant take flight with
I´m the resault of union of two planets, and as the planets coalide
The moon and Sun, but now I see the light I hope it wont damage my eyes
Raised by the Sun and moon at first I was amazed and self assure
Then they found ot about my flaws and Now they only raise their tempeture
With little support they ctitizize every single thing and god it hurts
They didn´t leed me to the right path so I had drag my useless wings across the dirt
The few feathers that I had got torned and fractured
I fell a sleep on the dirted ground and didn´t wake ´til the mourning after
I´m all alone again, But now it´s a whole diffrent story
I´m one of gods special children still he´s got no missions for me
Alone in this burning dessert, HELP is what I´m crying out
Still nobody hears me, But even every wisper´s a Silent shout
I´ve looked for right path, been throw every single grain of sand
Scaned every spot out here, but I still cant find my sacret land
Lying in this burning ground, a bleeding fallen angel
wishing I wasn´t caught in this position betwean horns and halo´s
I´m a lost case did´nt even enjoy simple things and small gesters
Now I have to try to fly to heaven on these Crippled wings and torned feathers

This is for all my special people who are special just like me
This is for all my special people who are special just like me
This is for all my special people who are special just like me
This is for all my special people who are special … truly special.